Ext User(Cyberhive)
30-03-2008, 08:57 AM
On 29 Mar, 14:41, "David" <d...@url2me.net> wrote:
> Things are ok. Mood is normal, voices are bothering me mentally. It is
> difficult also to deal with parents who try to help, but unwillingly do not
> receive my thanks. I hope to get the situation resolved with the help of a
> liaison, maybe bk or my grandpa can be written to. Still, I am thankful to
> have the computer as it is an outlet and a way to receive contact with other
> people. Some people talk to themselves, I suppose that is where I pick this
> up. The voices are fightening. Some things I do not know what to believe in
> as some promote delusional fantasy, that is readable by other people, on
> rare occasion. This is kind of what bothers me, and makes me feel queer. I
> know a girl named lynn who was raped by police officers as part of a duty,
> this is done in a similar way. She is also a police woman (not the victom).
> It would be nice to get my mind going in a similar way, and not be a
> subordinate, although I am not good at following the requests of my voices
> and every urge and impulse. I will not change, my illness will improve, and
> get worse with time. Still, I believe that you make your bed and you lie in
> it. Just the same, ripe love hurts. Will close for now, David.
> Things are ok. Mood is normal, voices are bothering me mentally. It is
> difficult also to deal with parents who try to help, but unwillingly do not
> receive my thanks. I hope to get the situation resolved with the help of a
> liaison, maybe bk or my grandpa can be written to. Still, I am thankful to
> have the computer as it is an outlet and a way to receive contact with other
> people. Some people talk to themselves, I suppose that is where I pick this
> up. The voices are fightening. Some things I do not know what to believe in
> as some promote delusional fantasy, that is readable by other people, on
> rare occasion. This is kind of what bothers me, and makes me feel queer. I
> know a girl named lynn who was raped by police officers as part of a duty,
> this is done in a similar way. She is also a police woman (not the victom).
> It would be nice to get my mind going in a similar way, and not be a
> subordinate, although I am not good at following the requests of my voices
> and every urge and impulse. I will not change, my illness will improve, and
> get worse with time. Still, I believe that you make your bed and you lie in
> it. Just the same, ripe love hurts. Will close for now, David.